diorlaus

> habilin

I may not be the perfect woman for such gentleman but I know that what I am now is because I truly loved him.

I have no regrets if you ask about our past relationship. Every part was all worth it. We've learned from each other, helped each other and most especially, loved each other. I've never felt so secure until he gave me every reason to be. We had a brighter future ahead...

...But happiness was not enough to bring us together forever. Time dictated us to be apart. Yes, it was tough and until now, it is hard.

It was only recently when I had to do so much thinking. I found myself, not hurt... Certainly I have recovered from the pain. I have accepted that we cannot be together at this time...

...because, I found myself thinking much about him - clearly, 'him' now is not my man... and how much I am surprised that time apart made us grow and mature to bring us to this point... To make me feel this way.

I know I cannot ask for anything more than our friendship. I know I cannot dictate him to look my way. And for sure, it is friendship that he sees. I cannot blame him because I value him so much that I know asking for more than what we have now would tear our bond in the future. I demand to stay this way; yes I may be sacrificing my feelings... But I’d rather do so, than to let go of an important person and be sorry for the rest of my days.

...you take care of her.

...hold him for me pls.?

posted by .::littlepunyone::. @ 8:24 PM