Saturday, March 12, 2005

> Hawthorne effect

Hawthorne effect.

Have you ever heard of it? It’s happening to me.

I just learned that I’m not necessarily important to him. Just a friend. He’s a proud friend of mine though.

I’m a stupid person trying to become his friend. Am I being tough? Or just trying hard to be one?


At this point in time, I still wonder why life works in ways you least expect it to. Maybe I do value him so much. And that I’m just being bitter. But as I said before, I cannot have him… not in a lifetime.

…Time is not sufficient enough to dictate the feeling of a person. And a person definitely cannot dictate another person to love her equally. I’m brainless. Uh-huh.

They say: A happy mask could hide the most hurting heart. I’m hit.

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