> The night that has been
Last night I met new people, became friends with some, and saw my good old best friend once again.I was alone by the way. But it didn't matter.
It was a night of conflict though, and I was somehow part of a conflict. At some point, I know that I should've just been there to listen and not to make any statement. But who’s to blame?
It was kind of annoying. Which one? The part where she comes in. Sorry, but I’m not ready yet. Not in a million years... Not this time. I've had enough of her, and whatever I saw and learned that night, I know for a fact that our friendship ended that night. Hate me for all you want, I’m really not ready. My apology.
His friends realized that I was not too comfortable with the idea of him being inlove with another girl. At some part, they teased me of being jealous. But I denied it without hesitation.
Before the night ended, after a long time of convincing, I finally gave in. We talked. By that time, the 2 or 3 cans of beer has taken effect. Just for a few minutes I was able to tell him part of my feelings. He was a good listener and adviser at the same time. Glad that he is my bestfriend, really. I know that I should not be too emotional with him, but it just wouldn't stop. As much as i didn't want to let him know how much it hurts, tears just fell. And i found myself in his arms a few times. It was special. Our friendship I mean. Time has stopped me to tell more...
In him I found a lasting friendship. But how long would this last?
..And as he walks me back to the car, he held my hand. I know it wasn't right. But at that certain moment, I knew that as his bestfriend we both needed each other. We're together through this…
He said not to let go of the person that I have now. Who?
You needed me...it's a song best.
I'm restless just recalling the night that has been.
posted by .::littlepunyone::. @ 9:36 PM
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