diorlaus

> He caught me red handed

It gets complicated each time.

I’m hurt for all the things that’s been happening to me lately. I have friends I have to give way to. I have a gentleman who loves me but I cannot love the same way again. And I have a special friend whom I dearly like, but couldn’t look my way. It’s a one way road now, and I have to deal with it.

When does love become a commitment?

I am trying to accept the way life is leading me to now. I have no focus on what I’ve always wanted. I find myself tremendously thinking of him. Slok.

He’s back in my heart again. He caught me red handed. I am continuously fighting the feeling, and it’s the worst battle I’ve been to. I cannot defend myself for what should not be.

It’s stupid how I’ve given up all my happiness for a friend. But I stand by what I believe in – that friendship is greater than the feeling of being inlove.

Restless.

posted by .::littlepunyone::. @ 9:06 PM