> I faced my fear
I am finally putting myself into place. Slowly I am moving on. I guess I just needed my friends to be there for me and somewhat keep me busy.The night started out as though I would breakout again and be quiet. But eventually the sound of him talking to me and to my girl friends has somewhat eased the pain. We did talk, casually, but in the middle of it all, there was silence, a silence that remains as a mystery. I can’t really distinguish what it all meant… He liked my friends, and my friends liked him as well. – as of now, that is all that matters – I should be happy as it is. At least for the meantime.
But tomorrow, I might face the reality that I’ve always denied through the days. I am not sure If I do still like him, but our friendship is so much different now from what we had a week ago. Fears are meant to be faced not neglected. Who knows, I still might be facing this fear for years… at least I tried.
posted by .::littlepunyone::. @ 9:22 PM
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