diorlaus

> Turn back time

A friend sent me this message:

"Many of us find it difficult to move on after a failed relationship. Because we pretend and make ourselves believe that it isn’t really over. There is nothing wrong with loving a person but when this feeling traps us in a world beyond what is real, then we are bound to get hurt. Letting go means accepting the fact that we are alone now and what used to be “us” will just be “me” and it just has to be like that until we recover from our fall. We should give ourselves time to greave. Like any fresh wound, pain will always be there. But after the hurting comes healing and after healing comes a new hope to build our lives again.”

I guess I can have all the hope in the world, but the wound would always leave a scar in my heart. I’m still hurt from what USED to be a problem. I guess I’m a little paranoid or perhaps, psychotic. I have so much going on in my mind right now. All of which dominates my memories with him. Slok.

I was surprised to read last night a diary that I had kept for 4 years, and it scares me how much I actually liked him before. And knowing from a friend that he didn’t actually wanted to let go of that common sentiment, makes me perceive that what we both felt for each other before was true and precious. It’s all good.

If only I could turn back time…

posted by .::littlepunyone::. @ 1:00 PM