diorlaus

Afternoons like these make me feel gloomy. I have a reason for feeling this way.

I feel like I’ve lost all the people dear to me. I’m down.

What hurts me the most right now is knowing that my gentleman has given up on me, and that he’s seriously trying to move on. It was all my fault and I am to blame.

I have to accept where life is leading me now, and I’m thinking far away – I cannot continue my studies anymore here. I lost inspiration.

I’ll do this by myself. Things are really getting out of hand.

First, my friend leaves. Then my best friend is just my best friend. And now, I am no one to my gentleman. I cannot pretend to be happy when all I am right now is a devastated ME.

Help?

posted by .::littlepunyone::. @ 2:52 PM